Saturday, May 15, 2010

Indulge

It's really an indulge...
I watched 16 episodes and 1 movie one short within a day!!
Tomorrow I am going out for the other movie again...
I really regret why i cant control myself?T.T
Where is my self discipline??
It is not a method for me to relax!!
Obsessive~
What should I do to control my hand and playful mind??
seems like an impossible task....
Really have to ask someone to control me from continuing all these dumps rubbish stuffs...
Who can help me?
I know in my deep heart...
It's only me can help myself...
Please discipline yourself!!!No more sweet time for you~~T.T
STOP DOING THESE NON-SENSE STUFFS!!!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

面具

人,小时候简单,长大了复杂。这个世界其实很简单,只是人心很复杂。
随着年龄的增长,人心愈见丑陋。每个人都活在自己的面具底,就为了保护脆弱的心灵,免得被伤得遍体鳞伤。
人前,我们总是戴着面具。
当自己快乐的时侯,面对着别人也需是微笑的,就怕伤了悲伤的人;
当自己伤心的时候,也需笑脸迎人,哪怕自己的心在淌着血,只因为不想表露出自己脆弱的一面,让人有机会踩多一脚;
武装起自己,才能在这复杂的世界生存下来;
武装起自己,才不会被人欺负蹂躏;
渐渐的,面具取代了真性情,
深夜里,摘下面具,面对着原来的自己,也不确定原来的自己是怎样的一个人了……
其实人心也很简单,只是利益分配时很复杂。 人,一简单就快乐,但快乐的人寥寥无几;一复杂就痛苦,可痛苦的人却熙熙攘攘。

Monday, May 10, 2010

Disgusting

day dreaming symptoms seem to be getting serious these days....
Staying alone in the room, i can go away from the track what I supposed to do...Not for minutes, but can up to half an hour!!!When I realise it, time passed...
I end up doing nothing...The worst part is I don't know what I was thinking..My memory is blank in the day dreaming period!!*&#%??
It not only happens for once in a day but several times and it seems to be more frequent!!
Roommate..you come back faster to call me back from dreaming~~T.T
So desperate with my low concentration ability which get worse when I stay alone~~T.T

Friday, May 7, 2010

Sorry

Haha..it seems like i has put u aside for quite some time...my blog..
I am so sorry about that...
now it's time for me to update some news...
This semester seems to be much much busier than last semester...
No more honey moon or facebooking whole day....
We are bombarded by tests, quizzes, assignments and the most nuisance researches....
Time really flies....Secretly, it comes to the end of this semester
And we are going to sit for our final few weeks after this!!!
Anyway, Life still goes on no matter what happens....
Just accept it and have to start my preparation.....(planning in my mind but how many percent it will be turned into action??)..haha....

Friday, March 19, 2010

Life of Reality

Can we describe our childhood life as innocent and a dream?
We are ageing and we will awaken from the dream one day as we step into the adolescence or adulthood stages. We are forced to face with the reality and cruelness of the life. How the real world look like and how all human beings are living. Survival skills are important for us to be successful and stay strong in this world. Nobody is going to sympathy on us and lend us a hand forever. It is different from the times before where everyone will assist you no matter what you do....
It's totally different.........

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

新年感言

今年的新年可说是如日当中吧?红红的太阳高挂着·,把整个气氛都搞得好闷热哦,让我更懒惰出门了...
今年的新年气氛可说是比往年的还来得冷清,是经济萧条所致?还是随着年龄的增长,那份期待与热诚也渐渐随波逐流了呢?我也不知道~
不过时间还是一逛,八天的新年就这么消失了,真的很不舍得回来学校上课(代表着又有一箩箩的功课等着我嘛),但还是无法改变事实!那就积极面对吧!!哈哈

Friday, January 29, 2010

新年

不知不觉,岁月穿梭,又大一岁了,新的一年也将至。
虎年,全新的一年,也代表着新的开始,迎接挑战的一年!
今年是第一年从外地回家过年,不知感觉如何?往年都是在家观察着外乡游子赶着归家过年!
别有一番风味!期待着归家的日子~