Friday, November 27, 2009

Delayed train~

Waiting for the train for hours~when i asked at the counter, they told me it will arrive at 1.20p.m. But my train should arrive at 11.55a.m~The time they told me still in my acceptance~However, they delayed again to 1.45p.m~It disappointed me when it did not arrive as the time stated..we waited until 2.30p.m just the train arrived. We were exhausted in the long time of waiting under the scorching weather...It really made me very upset~I wondered why this would happen?What if we are in the situation of emergency or rushing?It will make our plans into bubbles and waste our time...I hope it won't happen again~

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

漫游太空

心总是晓得自己在想什么,生活犹如行尸走肉。知道别人在跟我说话,但那不听使唤的耳朵好像聋了般,只懂得他们的嘴巴不停地蠕动着,但一个字也入不了我的耳里......只在不停的嗡嗡作响。
结果是可想而知的 -- 我差不多把所有的事都给搞砸了...真不知该如何是好?真的好不喜欢这样的自己 -- 全然不能集中的自己。计划好的进度也一次又一次地被自己诸多的借口拖延,到头来一事无成。如何是好?

Sunday, November 22, 2009

扎乱

无时无刻都在想着,
脑子里总是天马行空......
思绪漂浮了一整天
也未必能想出个所以来...
做完了一件事
也能在下一刻全然忘记...
感觉身边的人事物总在巨变中,
自己却停留在原地,原封不动...
总努力着要跨前一步,哪怕是一小步,
但都被自己阻滞了...
最终的结局
就是固步自封的自己.....
痛恨这样的枷锁......

Friday, November 20, 2009

热闹的一日

今早的家里特别的热闹,阿姨们陆陆续续地回到家乡探望自家年迈的妈妈,也顺道帮她老人家祝寿...
一家同堂,乐也陶陶....别是一般风味,家里充满了热腾腾的气氛~
翻腾了一整天,大人们也都累了,忙着准备一家的午餐,甜点外加汤水,休息不了多久又忙着晚餐...忙如蜜蜂...
但大家却沉浸在快乐中,仿佛这些汗水与辛劳都不值一提。其实也对,有什么比一家团聚在一起还要快乐呢?就算粗茶淡饭也津津有味吧?

无力

每天都沉浸在自己所布下的天罗地网,过着颓废的日子...
理应在每日张开眼的第一刻, 理应怀着感恩的心,充实的去过每一分钟,但却被自己白白浪费了~
明知自己的不对,就是改不了,被无力感淹没~